If god let us together,he will lead us to

I had to go on,Don't think I have get over it finally,Because this is not illness which I have to get over with.I am going to live with it,But i am not going to let it live inside me,I am not going to let the intense pain eat me away and eat everything I had away.you would want me to be positive,wouldn't you ? If god let us together,he will lead us together.

嗯……英语是有点吃力的，但大概看懂了
该说什么呢……嗯……顺其自然？

GOD